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Tuesday, January 13th, 2009

Hello everyone it’s eileen, I hope this is a good time for people. I am trying to bring some sanity  into my life the thing is I never had it so I don’t know what to look for. I’m still working on the cigarettes and i am pleased with how it is going. Someone from the Quitters smoking hotling has  been contacting me and that does help also. It’s always nice to talk to someone who has been where you are I feel like they really know what I am going through. I am staying with my dad lately, sunday thru thursday we have had fun. I am going to keep it short tonite so goodbye  eileen

Happy New Year

Friday, January 2nd, 2009

Well I hope everyone had a nice xmas and a happy new year. My family had a wonderful xmas the babies were so cute they just got all excited seeing the colors and the lights and tearing up all the paper. I just love watching them. They are what christmas is all about. We still have another boy coming in april, my daughter will have things a little hectic for a while. I am confident she will do well. My younger daughter wasm finally able to go on her honeymoon, she and lher husband were married in april but it wasn’t possible for either of them to take time off from their jobs.  I’m sorry I am afraid I can’t remeber the country they went to but I do know it took two days to get there and get home. They had a wonderful time and I get a lot of pleasrure out of watching my daughters be so content with their lives. They haven’t always been in that place they both went through rough times and of course I blame myself for that.

Well I am still baatling my addiction to cigarettes. But now my doctor gave me the ok to take the drug chantix which is supposed to make the cigarettes taste really bad. Let me tell you it works,  I still am getting that urge to smoke but when I do I can only take a few puffs and then I have to throw it out it tastes so bad. I feel so disappointed when that happens because I’m still hoping  to fill that urge for that cigarette now I have to deal with the fact it’s gone cigarettes will never taste the same and that is good as far as me quitting but I can already feel myself looking something else to fill that void.that is the addictive part of always wanting something to make me feel better and this is where I struggle with myself because I need to learn to be happy just being me. Well I will keep in touch.  Eileen

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