Well there is never a dull moment in our lives. The twins are three and a half months old and cute as hell But boy are they a lot of work. I am over to missy’s house every day helping her there is so much to do. The new news is she is PREGNANT AGAIN> Eight weeks along and she is in shock. We have known now for about five days and I am excited. She has a lot of support myself , my husband and sara her sister. My husband just went through getting off pain medication by taking suboxene and he is like a different person and I am so happy. Addiction runs our lives every time I turn around it is there staring me in the face in some shape  or form. I would love to hear from other people who live with this demon. Please share your thoughts and experiences with me and others we all need to hear it.  Thanks   Eileen

Hi  I had the wonderful oppurtunity to spend a day signing books with another author from this area. His name Andrew Seubert. He just had his book come out “The Courage To Feel” it’s a wonderful book and for me it pointed out how we think about our feelings and feel our feelings and for me what I had was one of those Ah! Ah! moments where I realized I been doing a lot more thinking than feeling. Of course this is not all the book has to say it has many things to say and I reccomend it to everyone. It is marvelous. Well as can imagine I have been self analyzing myself ever since I started reading this book sometimes that can get dangerrous for me so I have to let up and things flow for a while.  Now for the rest of my life things  have been crazy as usual. I do want to say thank you to sherry for that nice note she wrote about my family I was very flattered and those were very nice things you  said. The twins are getting so big and cuter every day. I see them almost every day except for the last couple of days I have been sick as usual it seems I am getting sick all the time anymore ane it is getting me very frustrated. My younger daughter sara was here today and I was in bed sick again. I feel lke everytime she comes I am sick. Between my immune system and my memory I almost feel like laughing at myself. I forget everything and loose everything. I spend the majority of my time looking for everything I own or trying to remember who I am supposed to call or email or what I have to do as far as my book goes.  My husband just went through a hard time lately . He has problems with his legs from being on them all the time he has owned our restaurant we have now for  15 years and it has taken a toll on him. He had been on some pain medication he didn’t like and  wanted off of it but he had to be monitored off it so that made for a tense environment for a while. I feel like addiction comes up in our family a lot of course he didn’t feel he was addicted because he was prescribed them by Dr. but I know that whole story. Anyway its over hes off of them and he is much better.  I am going to say goodnight for now. I have pages of resources for facts, help and education of addiction and I will be putting them up this week  Than you for your patience.   Eileen Declemente

Hi everyone it has been a while since anyone has visited me and been a while since I have visited me. I wonder what that is all about? Could it be me? I wonder that sometimes. Alot of what I like to talk about is sometimes threating to people or it is just subjects that no on likes to talk about maybe.

My life has been crazy as usual I did a  book signing last weekend saturday and sunday and it was wonderful. One of the great people who bought my book and read it gave me a beautiful gift it is a little bear handmade into a gaurdian  angel bear and it is wonderful in fact I got a chain and am wearing it  around my neck. Ijust love it and things like that people do make me speechless and that is something new to me. I have gotten wonderful feedback regarding my book and how people have related to it and it feels so good because that was my whole intention. We are in  the process of getting photos of the twins on our family gallery those boys as well as my five yr old grandson are precious. So soon to come they will be.  I will be back soon. Eileen